wishing u were here!!!

its 7 pm now... and i was listening to avril lavigne new song called WISH YOU WERE HERE.... 

its being my favorite song since i listened it in last week i guess........

assalamulaiakum and salam sejahtera.. post kali ni nk berjiwang skit boleh?? boleh la yer... kan kita nk berkongsi suka dan duka... slalu sgt crita sal SUKA jer.... kli ni nk cerita sal duka lak......

hmmmmmm da 2 minggu...... da 2minggu xdapat any call , SMS or any news dr dia...... i donno where ive gone wrong...... some people said to me that adakalanya berdiam lebih baik... so i try it.. but it makes me hurts back!! 

i am just wishing you were here darl!! 

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go


No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Happy Birthday Narissa Noor Bt Abd Aziz

heyyy guysssssssss..........

acummmmmmmmm...... haisss berhabuknya blog ni!!!! hahahaha.. maaf yer,,, sy mengaku saya pemalas!!!.... malas nk update blog!! actually bukan malas.. tp xda masa....... bz sesangat...hehehe

HEYYYYYY saya di penang la!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee.... best cuti seminggu..... tp ahad da nk blik da,.... tgk waktu cuti pon sy still xda masa lg nk update blog!!! mang bz lahh.... ada ja aktiviti yg sy wat...heheheh....

ok stop bubbling about that!!!! back to the top topic... heyyyyyy 12.11.2011...... tarikh ni??? knapa??? today is my bestie's bufyday,.,...... NARISSA NOOR ABD AZIZ... happy birthday dear.....

klo korang nak tau.... she is my best best super duper bestfren!!!!!! no one can replace her place in my heart..... hehehe...... jap2..... nk cr picca dia.... so leh la korg tgk my beautiful babe ni!!!

 haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ni diaaaaaaa...... tomey kannnnnnn...hehehe.... AWAS ya.... dah berpunya k!!!!!!! hehehehehhehee jap ada lg 1 pic dia!!!!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ni nmpk chubby skit!!!! oppssss cabootttttttt!!!! hehehehe

so td bru je kitorang kuar bersama... amng enjoy lahhh.... kitorang kuar td atas dasar bahawa pas ni susah nk jumpa dah... bersama SHAKIRIN ROSLAN.. SITI ROFEAH DAN NURUL JANNAH... mang enjoy gilaaaa.,......

so to my babe!!! happy birthday ya!! may god bless u always!!!! always pray the best for u!!!! love u damn much!!!!!

haaaaa p/s; kawan saya shakirin roslan pon dah wat blog... so klo korang sudi g la melawat blog die 2!! ni address nya akushaky.blogspot.com

till we meet again.. as salam.....

24 September 2011

PMArau, Perlis...........
Entah la apa yg korang bayangkan kan??? aku???? aku pn still xdapat nk gambrkan lagi...........

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera....... wahhhh!! Entry kali ni khas diibuat di Bumi ARAU PERLIS... hahaha sengal lah aku ni....... kan........

hmmm apa yg nk tulis ni erk..... tuls je la pa pn kan.. ni blog aku jd aku punya suka la kan......

ok..... 6 september yang lalu.......................................................................................................................

aku menaiki kereta kenari merah yg dipandu oleh mak su aku datang ke Arau ni..... well utk apa?? utk pendaftaran Degree aku di UiTM la.... ok aku smpi kt Arau around pkol 3 lebih la...... sangat berterima kasih kepada Google maps dan Shakirin Roslan yg memberi dierction kepada kami.. kalo x memang sah2 la sesat...hehehe......

setibanya kt UiTM aku pon mndftr la... then pihak pengurusan pon suro aku melapor dri di hostel yang bakal aku menginap.... cehhhhhh..... CENGAL 6.... mak aihh... aku dah la first time kt sni.. then kena cr sendiri hostel di mana hostel 2.... oouhhh agak CENGANG sebentar la..... so round punya round akhirnya jumpala bangunan CENGAL 6 ni...... ouhhhhh melangkah jer aku ke situ.... aduhaiiiiii terkejut la sat... OHHHHHH cmni kehidupan di asrama.... its being my first experince k!!!! xpenah aku mnjalani kehidupan asrama ni... but my mum xabih2 la dk usik aku...... cehhh igt aku xleh ker???? MALAYSIA BOLEH cheq pn BOLEH LA.........

Semasa mndftr dengan pegawai penyelia asrama ni.... dengan bangganya dia gtau no blik adik 329.... d tgkat atas sekali..... WHAT!!!!!!!! (terkejut sat!) Narissa Noor cakap klo mai lmbt kemungkinan nk dpt bilik bawah 2 adlh tggi...... xleh guna toiii pndapat 2..... hehehe.,... jgn marah yer babe..... maybe 2 utk intake diploma... bkan utk intake degree... sebab intake degree xbnyk... n kolej kediaman pon xbyk disediakan........ bnyk gak la yg jd Non Resident....

ok dah dpt tgkt atas kan..... aku pn mintak pertolongan Shakirin Roslan la untuk mngangkat Beg2 aku... hmpi 6 beg aku bawak...opppsssss....hahahhahaha.,........ tq yer kawan... klo x mang ulang alik la aku naik turun tgga..... then dalam kol 6 lbih... my mum pon nk blik dah...... berDRAMA la sat!! ya lah mna penah aku dok jauh dr family utk jgka masa yg lama kan.........

so then bermula lah minggu rientasi yg bagi aku memenatkan but aku ENJOY la jugak.......(pnat lagi bnyk dr enjoy)hahahhahahaa.... tp yg kurang memuaskan adalah pengurusan semasa minggu orientasi....... xnak la nk nyatakan kt sni..... nnti disalah erti sbg nk burukkan UiTM plak kan.... Gpn bnnda da lepas pon..............

so abis ja orientasi bermula lah kelas pada hr rabu on 14 sept..... setakat ni apa yg aku bleh katakan... aku masih lg mncr keseronkan dlam stdy.... aku blm dapat lagi,..... subjek lak... adoiiii killer gilaaa...... but bila dah masuk ja kelas.... ada la sum part yg aku dah blajar ,masa STPM dulu.... bersyukur sgt...

TAPI

semalam aku pon xtau la apa yg xkena..... semangat aku yg selama ni berkobar2 hilang ntah ke mana..... aku rasa susah sagt nk belajar utk course finance ni.... berat sgt.... ni baru sem 1.... aku takot kalau aku fail..... aku asa cma nk bhenti ja..... dr aku buang masa n duit kan..... tp bila aku fikirkan mak and abah kt penang... mesti diorang sedih bla aku bhenti kan.. then mengenangkan yg aku dah bli buku almost rm 300.... aku terpaksa carry on la juga...... so kesimpulannya,...... aku masih lagi mecari kekuatan utk terus berada di sini...... doakan lah yer,..... k guyss stakat  ni dulu yer.... isnsyallah ada masa update lagi...... ariosssss

In MY HEad!!!

last post was on march 24th..... wah lamanya xupdate... hmpir 5 bulan.... wat 5 bulan!! lama 2.....

well sorry guys,.... actually i've being busy with my work.. balik je keja xlarat nk on9 segala ni...hehehhe...... 

so buka2 jer blog hr ni dah 16 follower... well thanks a lots guys...., really appreciate... well klo korang bloger yg sgt blogger,,,heheh,.. ramai la folllower,.... but i am not like hanis zalika.... maria elena or sumbody la yg follower nya hmpir cecah ribuan..... but appreciate sgt korg yg jd follower ni...hekhek thanks yaw!!!!

hmmm agknya korang nk tahu x apa yg dah jd dlm tempoh masa 5 bulan 2..... well kiter citer yg happy2 je la erk.. yg sedih let me keep by myself..... kita share yg happy2 jer lah,.....

ok 1stly,, saya dapat peluang melanjutkan pelajaran ke UiTM arau perlis utk Degree In Business administration (finance)... wah sgt la bersyukur.,.,.... dpat juga hajat di hati nk sambung wat dgree.... klo korg nk tau... sebelom dapat result 2,... i was so worried... mkn lalu jer pon actually...hahaa... xdpat dgmbar dgn kta2 how can i express th feeling... but bila dah tau... alhmdulillah lega sgt2... actually sedih jugak la bila ada member2 yg layak utk furrther stdy but xdpat... well selalu nasihatkan diorang.... xda rezeki.. so teruskan usaha jgn putus asa... i will always pray for all of u....

ok next, saya sudah resign!!! yeay,... At last!!! my chaotic life end when i was resign from PQB!!! but sedih jugak la..... sebab teringat manager, super visor and kekawan kt sana sgt la happening yg amat.... klo berbalik pada post yang seblom ni... mang ada dinyatakan disitu betapa peritnya keja... well actually xpon.... mula2 mang rsa macam 2.. but bila dah lama... dah kenal nga kengkawan.. bila nk resign.. OMG sedihnyaaaa........ so hikmahnya.. belom cuba belom tau... once u try u'll get it..... the most valuable experiences!!!!!

ckup la kot yer sampai sini.... insyallah pas ni akn kembali aktif utk blog ni... well im going to start my stdent life back!!! sgt la xsabar... cukuplah kementrian mendera jiwa raga kami 9 bulan duduk kt rumah..hehehe... arios amigosssss.....

Muhasabah.......

its been a long time i did not post anything in this blog..... i was busy lately as i have started a new work last week.... yeah i am no longer a tuition teacher.. but i am still teaching a few students at my house when i off from my current work.... i am now a retail assistant at popular Bookstore..... in Quensbay outlet.....

On the first day i worked.. for me, i think it was a tired, lackadaisical and thats it i cant stand anymore... it was a tired day 4 me... as it is my first time for me to work... my legs are cramp..... as i stand all day long..... when i went home... i cried to my mum.... "mak!! penatnya keja... xlarat dah" my mum just look at me sympathetic..... she knows me well....  she said to me... "xda keja yang senang,... mak dulu pon keja kilang xduduk,... berdiri 12 jam,.... tp kenapa mak boleh? its all in your mind.... klo nk keja 2 jd senang... enjoy ur work" from that advice i know and i realize that.... my parents have been through a difficult time to raise US(my sibling and me)..... 

from that day... i set a new determination.... I CAN!!!! I CAN DO IT!!!..... and now yes i can.... even sometimes i felt like i cant do it but i tried to throw away the negatives inside of me...... i tried to set up something positive in me... i worked for experience..... not for the money... and i promised my self that i will used this experience for me to learn about the truth meaning of life..... and yes i get it now.....

it was on Tuesday 22nd of March 2011..... i was on full shift.... i started work at 1030 am and finished at 1030 pm..... its nearly 9 o clock... the Bookstore was nearly close... i did my last duty before the bookstore closed.... it was HOUSEKEEPING.. and i hate it..heheh.... while i was doing the housekeeping... a family came into the bookstore.... they stop at the Besta electronic dictionary kiosk in the bookstore.... the family: white hair father, mother wearing hijab and red tshirt, 2 daughter.... they look like just an ordinary family from ordinary background.... not a high standard family with a high salary,....... the youngest daughter wanted to buy the electronics dictionary.... they observed and compare the price...... then the mother asked:" adik nk yang mana?" then the youngest daughter replied " adik nk yg ni... sama macam kawan adik" but the dictionary that the youngest daughter want was the most expensive among all..... the mother became awry... even the cheapest of all, she was reluctant to buy.... i can see the face of her mother... full of dissapointment and emptiness..... 

she could not afford to buy the expensive one for her daughter,.... then she said " adik ambil yang ni sudah lah.... sama ja ngan kawan adik.. yg ni kecil skit.." with face of sadness.. then the daughter whine and cried..... she wants the expensive one.. her mother try to coax her.... but she ran away.... then the mother decide to buy the cheapest..... she try to negotiate and bargain with the promoter.... but the promoter couldnt do anything as the price is nett!! then i didnt know what was happen because i was called to the office because i have to record all the stocks came on that day...

so the situation gave me a lot of lesson and experience,..... it makes me realise that the girls=me.... yeah i admit it... i always troubling my parents in order to full fill my needs.... i still remember when i was a child.... my friends have a remote control car,.... at that time my parents was a factory worker.... i cried to them to buy me a remote control car immedietly..... and without saying anything they brought me to toys shop.... even the were tired of working..... second situation..... i was in form 4,.... and i never had a handphone at that time.. but all of my friends already have their own handphone.... i cried to my mum.. i want it!! and my mum bought it.... even at that time my parents have a financial problem... they worked as a hawker at that time before my mum own a restaurant,..... third situation.... when i was 18..... i was pursuing my study in pre University..... which was form 6.... i wanted to own a laptop.... when i owned a laptop its made me easier to finish my assignment.... i asked m father to buy me a laptop... and he bought me immediately... just with an advice "blajar rajin2..... jgn main2" yeah i just ignore it as i get the laptop......

i love my parents damn much.... they give me all i wants.... they tried to full fill my needs even it is hard for them... i know sometimes it is hard for them to full fill it.. but they tried their best.... sometimes i realize i was so sellfish..... i was so cruel to my parents..... but in order to get what i want i just blind my heart...... 

they always give what i want.... but me??? i never give them anything.... but i tried.... i tried to give them happiness... i TRIED!!!!!! since i was in standard 6... i tried to give them happiness from my UPSR result.. but i failed to give them... the same goes to my PMR and SPM..... i dont know where i went wrong.... i tried my best in study,... but the result was dissapointed.... hmmmm.... STPM result.... i think just the same... even my parents says that it was OK..... STPM is not easy compare to diploma.... but i want to give them a big glory..... 

then i promised my self.... i wont disappointing my parents any more..... what ever i will do.... in what ever situation i will make my parents happy... and i promise my self... if i get chances to further my study in degree.... i will give 100% concentration... all my life... my hardwork... my glory is only for GOD and my parents!!!! mak, abah, i love both of u so much... doakan kejayaan anakmu... amin!!! dan aku mohon padamu ya ALLAH.. kau ampunkanlah dosa kedua ibu bapaku... dan kau permudahkanlah rezeki mereka.... dan kau panjangkanlah umur mereka.. amin ya rabal alamin......

psssstttt.... Ketahui 8 lokasi cari pasangan.....

haaaaaaa entry kli ni mang menarik...... jom2 kita layan bersama... mungkin entry ni dapat membantu anda..... (diambil dr majalah REMAJA isu 15 ogos 2010....

entry kali ini akn mendedahkan tips di mana lokasi yang sesuai untuk anda mencari pasangan... sounds macam desperate ja kan... but,.... pikirlah secara positif yaaa...hehehe..... bg yg masih solo... igt yg masih SOLO a.k.a SINGLE.. anda boleh memanfaatkan tips ni.....  ayuh ketahui 8 lokasi untuk mencari cinta..... harap si dia juga jodoh kamu......

1. PUSAT MEMBELI BELAH
tempat kegemaran kamu! pasti teruja setiap kali membeli belah. tetapi bak kata pepatah sambil menyelam minum air, apa salahnya kamu melihat ke kiri dan ke kanan untuk menceri lelaki atau wanita idaman... jangan lupa cari yang single juga ok..... tak elok untuk kamu MUSNAHKAN HUBUNGAN ORANG LAIN..heheheh

2. PERPUSTAKAAN
wah! si ulat buku bertemu dengan pasangannnya.... bagusnya jika kamu dapat bertemu dengan seseorang di sini. janagn terkejut jika tempat para ilmuan ini juga merupakan lokasi untuk kamu mencari pasangan... teteapi janganlah pergi ke situ semata-mata untuk mencari pasangan... salah niat!! pastikan tujuan utama kamu untuk meminjam buku atau mengulang kaji di situ.... tentu si dia juga begitu dan alangkah bagus jika boleh dating sambil mengulang kaji pelajaran... ulang... dating sambil ulangkaji pelajaran k!!! 

3. INTERNET
internet merupakan pilihan masa kini untuk kebanyakan remaja mencari cinta.... dengan laman web sosial seperti Facebook , ia lebih mudah untuk kamu mencari cinta... ada cinta yang membawa sehingga ke jinjang pelamin dengan hanya berkenalan melalui internet... TAPI, ramai juga yang ditipu dan menipu... Oleh iu, berhati-hati apabila ingin berkenalan dengan seseorang.... selidik dahulu latar belakangnya dan jangan mudah bersetuju untuk berjumpa dan sebagaiya


4. TEMPAT SEMINAR/ KURSUS
wah! aktiiti seperti ini sememangnya menuntut kamu untuk berkenalan di antara satu sama lain... tidak hairan la jika ada yang bertemu jodoh di tempat seminar masing-masing... jika seminar ini diadakan di tempat percutian, lagi bagus untuk kamu tenangkan minda danlupakan soal harian... enjoy saat itu dan pasti ada seseorang yg melihat kami dari jauh....... oppssss.. si dia itu mungkin jodoh kamu..hahaa

5.BOWLING 
tentu cuti hujung minggu kamu akan habiskan masa dengan aktiviti kegemaran. haaa, disini tentu kamu akan berjumpa dengan seseorang.. wah!! memounyai minat yang sama akan menambahkan lagi keserasian... Buat sang arjuna cepatlah risik2 si gadis yang dah lama kamu tengok tu.. kalau terlepas mungkin minggu depan kamu akan berjumpa lagi di tempat yang sama... hah siapa tahu kan.... ada jpdoh... tak ke mana....

6. KENDURI
wah, bermacam - macam jenis orang kamu boleh jumpa di sini... sambil2 nmakan boleh juga cuci2 mata untuk mencari siapakah gerangan yang agak-agak SOLO seperti kamu lagi... lagi bagus kalau datang bersama keluarga.. boleh suruh mak carikan

7 PEJABAT ATAU SEKOLAH
hmmmm.... cinta satu pejabat atau sama sekolaj??? sangat comel...... siapa sangka dengan melihat muka kamu setiap hari boleh membuatkan perasaan yang berbunga-bunga. ramai juga pasangan yang berkenanlan sewaktu di bangku sekolah, berkekalan hingga ke alam pekerjaan dan akhirnya ke jinjiang pelamin... ayuh beri hint pada si dia jika kamu meminatinya.... janga tunggu sehingga si dia di kebas orang...

8. kafe
kafe menjdai tempat lepak yang hangat dlam kalangan remaja sekarang.... waktu malam banyak dihabiskan di kae sembil berborak-borak dengan teman , cuba-cubalah kamu pandang sekeliling jika ada yang sedang memerhatikan kamu... di sini juga sesuai untuk kamu mula berkenalan.....

Redha!!!!

hi...... keputusan STPM baru ja keluar...... mang a little bit mengecewakan la... aku xdapat 4 prinsipal pon... just 3.... keputusan skolah kami mang unexpected... lebih2 lagi dalam kertas 2 BM.... semua nya dapat B C and malahan ada yg dapat D+.... mang sumthing weird la.. sebab karangan kami xda la teruk mana,... bukan la nk bggakan diri... sepanjang aku exam.. karangan aku slalu highest la jugak,.. slalu dapat 35 over 50 and above..... tmbhn plak top stdnt yg slalu skor BM pon dapat C....hmm.... paper sastera plak... aku just lulus sebahagian... walhal aku jawab ngan bersungguh2.... soalan yg kluaq hampir semuanya aku penah jawab dalam exam sekolah....  and setahu aku sastera ni bukan la terlalu terikat ngan fakta.. even klo kita bg huraian pnjg lebaq but ada maksud mnyatakan isi pon dah leh dapat markah..

sio akibat xpuas ati.... arini aku g unit penilaian... utk open semula paper sastera and bm 2...... biar lah aku berkorban RM 150.... xrugi pon.. mana lah tau kan... sumthing wrong some where....

susah utk aku terim kenyataan yg aku only get 2.75.... bukan xbersyukur.. but aku bersyukur sgt..... cuma masalahnya result aku mang cntik but my prinsipal.. only 3p's..... adussss... agak susah nk wat choice kt upu.... sebab ada u yg tetapkan syarat nk 2 mata pelajaran selain pengajian am at least 2.00... mang la cukupp.. aku cukup syarat minimum... tp yg mintak 2 nnti lebih dr 2 kan.. so risau sgt.. i wish ada la tempat utk aku.....

so td pagi aku g skolah... thanks to my school caunselor cikgu amy.... sgt2 membantu aku n kawan2 dalam memilih kos kt u... dia gak bg sinar kt aku yg still ada peluang utk aku sambung stdy.... so ni list universiti n list yg aku mintak.....
1. UniSZA - perakaunan
2. UPM- Teaching english as second language (TESL) mang aku wish sgt dapat ni
3. UniSZA- perniaagaan (kewangan islam
4. UiTM- pentadbiran perniagaan (kewangan)
5. UiTM- pentadbiran kesihatan
6.UMS- pengurusan kewangan dan perbankan
7. UiTM- sains (pengurusan seni kulinari)
8. UMS pengurusan perhotelan

hope sangat la ada peluang utk aku... amin.....